a beautiful view from the top of the iceberg
so there’s this huge iceberg that is steerable and i am steering it with a bunch of friends and people from high school. somehow i’m fine with steering because although i’m in the most dangerous position at the very top, i have the most beautiful view. it’s like a tour of whatever icy area we were in, and when we got to the end of the tour, i had to jump into the cold water...
so influenced by a film,
i cried and couldn’t breathe. dog star man by stan brakhage.
pull me into you. stick my fingers into the spaces of your mind reel me in, steel hook through my skin chase me, lost and tripping over vines and spines grasp me, blood slipping through your fingers dropping like acid in water reel me in and drag me from my safety sea take me for what i am vacancy since i have not the guts to reach you
my first hand-painted film! (don’t listen to the sound it’s not meant to have sound)
no vidz just a soundscape i made! lots of fun playing with sounds pho - i used a sound recorder to record a bunch of sounds and edited in final cut.
your voice scratch scratch into my skin deep cuts etched climb up my spine your hands flex shift dance spin the thread of my veins unravel then collapse.
i’ve been here before same magnetism different face stumble stumbling down the tracks swayed forth and back melt melting swooning floor emptiness feels flat
god i love this city
i spent three days in new york city getting lost and asking nice strangers for directions carrying around a waterbottle full of pink champagne dancing on the sidewalk walking blocks and blocks til my toes bled filming almost every moment wishing i could live in an apartment with those fire escape stairs on the outside seeing the most amazing art (including my film teacher’s) at the...